Your comments on my last post were so soothing -- so amazing what just a few words can do. I think somewhere between those frantic 911 calls, the ambulance ride, the intensive care doctors and defibrillator shocks, time got paralyzed for me -- like all of life was contained in a frozen moment with no exits.
Things are still not "normal" (whatever that means really), they haven't been "normal" in a year and a half but still, somewhere in all this craziness, the lack of sleep, the nurses coming and going, happiness still shines through. It's not that stuff like this makes anyone happy, hell no, but that very reason why you want to get through, the reason why you just don't want to give up -- that reason is innately integrated with life and happiness and I am telling you it does shine through.
Thank you again.